I created this blog to materialize the pain I have dealt with daily after losing my son to stillbirth on April 27th 2011. I have never known pain this real and I felt the need to express myself regardless of whether anyone ever reads it. I want other baby loss mothers to know that they are not alone.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
The last bruises
I looked down at my arm this morning and noticed that where they took all the blood yesterday I have a horrific bruise. My arm literally aches inside. I then realized that it is the very last physical evidence that anything happened. After the bruise disappears, there will be nothing left but a scar hiding under my clothes. I don't know how I feel about that. Part of me wants the bruise to stay, and part of me wants to forget it all. I love you Leo.
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