I created this blog to materialize the pain I have dealt with daily after losing my son to stillbirth on April 27th 2011. I have never known pain this real and I felt the need to express myself regardless of whether anyone ever reads it. I want other baby loss mothers to know that they are not alone.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Your place in my home
I found a place for you in my home yesterday. I had put your ashes on a shelf in the beautiful little heart shaped box we had engraved for you, and realized you needed a place all your own. A "space" since you will never get your own room. I went out and spent money I don't really have on these really colorful butterfly decals and a little plaque that says "Our Little Angel" and is all blue. I already have a perfect little sleeping cherub statue and I created a little space just for you. It's perfect. I think I will do some sculpting soon and create you something else to sit over there. I feel better just knowing I have designated a spot for you. No matter where I move, you will always get your own space. I love you. I miss you. Every second of every day. That is all.
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